Fremantle winger Nathan O'Driscoll has opened up about his ongoing battle with anxiety, revealing that he has been on the verge of taking his own life on three separate occasions during what he describes as 'deep depressive states.'
The 23-year-old Docker said that now 'feels like the right time' to speak publicly about his struggles. His decision comes in the wake of Carlton midfielder Elijah Hollands' mental health episode against Collingwood in Round 6, as well as the tragic passing of Adelaide captain Jordan Dawson's brother.
Hollands was admitted to hospital last Monday night, just four days after his erratic and concerning performance against the Magpies. Meanwhile, Dawson missed the Crows' clash with St Kilda as he began to grieve the loss of his older brother Jaryd, whose body was discovered on April 15 after a 24-hour search.
O'Driscoll's Brave Confession
O'Driscoll, who has played 40 games across six seasons with the Dockers, said he wanted others to understand that their struggles are normal and that speaking up can make a difference.
'I wasn't going to post this, but with the recent focus on mental health around the league, it feels like the right time,' he wrote on Instagram on Wednesday.
'Over the past four years, I've had some incredible highs, but also some very low moments. I've struggled with anxiety, a constant need to feel like I belong, and always putting others before myself.'
'There have been times where I've fallen into deep depressive states and three separate times where I've been extremely close to committing suicide.'
'I'm sharing this because speaking up matters. No one is there to judge you, every person I've opened up to has supported me in ways I never expected.'
The Reality Behind the Glamour
O'Driscoll highlighted the stark contrast between the public perception of an AFL player's life and the internal reality many face.
'From the outside, it might look like I have everything, but what's going on internally can be a very different story. Everyone is dealing with something, and it's okay to not be okay,' he added.
The midfielder also revealed that he has recently lost someone within his close circle, which has naturally made things even more challenging.
'I've always tried to be a positive, selfless person, but I've learned it's okay to put yourself first sometimes. Valuing yourself is just as important as valuing others,' he said.
'The past few weeks have been especially tough after losing someone close to me, but leaning on my family, friends, and teammates has meant everything. I'm incredibly grateful for the people around me.'
A Message of Hope
O'Driscoll concluded his post with an uplifting message for others who may be struggling.
'There is so much good in this world. Whatever you're going through, it will get better. Reach out, stay connected, and be kind to yourself.'
'You are loved. You are seen. You are heard. Much love, Nath.'
The heavy post follows calls from players, including Geelong midfielder Bailey Smith and Western Bulldogs defender Rory Lobb, for a men's mental health round to be introduced into the AFL fixture in the wake of recent events.
Teammates Show Support
O'Driscoll's teammates rushed to his support, flooding the comments section with messages of love and encouragement.
His younger brother Aiden, who was drafted to the Western Bulldogs but was medically forced to retire before playing a game due to a serious concussion suffered at training, wrote: 'We all love you Nath. I'll always be here for you, the best big brother anyone could ask for. You're such a good person bro.'
Aiden retired from the AFL at just 18 years old, months after being drafted. Both Aiden and Nathan are also brothers of Dockers AFLW star Emma O'Driscoll.
If you need help in a crisis, call Lifeline on 13 11 14. For further information about depression, contact beyondblue on 1300 224 636 or talk to your GP, local health professional, or someone you trust.
